On here hoping to make a new friend, get to know each other go out and hopefully it could grow into something more. I feel like friends first is the best way to have a relationship and just let it happen organically. I am not in a hurry, and also perfectly happy alone. Id like to find somebody to spend my time with that would be a true friend first and then a romantic partner as well. I want somebody that I can care about and they care back. Nothing complicated just a true genuine connection. <br>On a side note I\d also REALLY like to meet somebody so i can get off these stupid dating apps. This is honestly a new level of hell lol. Seriously all this feels so plasticky and fake and just not how i want to meet people at all but i know this is the new normal....man i hate that phrase. <br> <br>I have two kids who are grown and moved out on their own. I still cant believe they are, time goes by so fast. <br> <br>Im an INFPt if you are into myers briggs. Yep that makes me kind of a tree hugger and idealist haha. Which means i view the world through a certain lens and find beauty and wonder in everything especially sunsets natural beauty of nature and a lot of other smaller things that most people tend to overlook and ignore. I believe there is so many amazing things all around us. Life itself and existence is truly wonderful and mind blowing when you take the time to truly see it. All the intricate parts moving together in perfect harmony, nature, society, life itself. <br>(not a huge fan of \\society\\ lol but just saying its still amazing how everything works together) <br> <br>I live out in the country, not a fan of huge crowds of people, I love nature and animals. I\m an easy going guy, I love to laugh, poke fun at things and have a good time. I am also basically a huge geek and love video games, tabletop RPGS, Sci fi, horror and fantasy anything pretty much also comedy of course. I watch anime occasionally too. I also really enjoy things like camping, fishing, and the outdoors. I am drawn to the spiritual and artistic, and my favorite thing in the entire world is a good story, well besides music. I don\t think i could live without that. My favorite music genre is Synth wave. Also really love eighties and nineties stuff. <br>I write poetry as well when im inspired so if you like that....bonus? lol I just have always wrote and I also enjoy creating little images in gimp (photoshop type program). I like learning, exploring and discovering new things, places and ideas. It would be amazing to find somebody whos the same. <br> <br>I am a Christian and love GOD and people but not a religious person. Which means i respect what everybody believes. <br> <br>I also have some social anxiety which means it takes me a while to get comfortable with somebody so I hope you\ll be patient with me. Once I get used to you its not a problem I just can be shy at first. I genuinely do want to find somebody and build something real, something long term. If this sounds like what you are looking for please message me. <br> <br>Thanks for taking the time to read this small novella and hope to hear from you.